jared's world

moving on

2006-05-05T22:29:00.000-07:00

hay. i haven't updated this blog for like a year. i miss this blog. i did a lot of stuffs and spent a looot of time making this blog look good.

reading my past entries was awkward. i thought i was very shallow and very childish. yeah. but now i have changed. i graduated from high school already and unluckily, i didn't pass ateneo and up! but it's all good. maybe GOD has other plans for me. i just find it very sayang because i wanted it sooo bad but i didn't work hard for it. so now im taking up accounting in ateneo de davao. i haven't finished enrolling yet because i am still not sure about my course.

everything has changed and i have moved on from my past life.

if you are reading this entry, i have a xanga and a multiply account. the contents of my multiply are for direct contacts only. add me if you know me personally.

2005-08-12T23:47:00.000-07:00

I had fun yesterday. School fiesta rocks! Last school dance in ateneo. But the music wasn’t hot. They kept on changing the song after 5 seconds. It was weird. Went to liquid after the fiesta. Seniors was all over the place. And oh, I saw Tim Yap. Everyone was dancing last night. I had fun. It was so good.

Hazel and I was so hungry last night. I was like eating everyone’s food! Thank you rachelle and nina. Hehe!

I didn’t get drunk last night. Not even tipsy. Weird. But it was all good. I need more vodka!

2005-08-06T04:55:00.000-07:00

upcat wasnt that hard. but it was so tiring. it's like sitting on a chair for hours and just think. i forgot almost everything i learned in my up review. grrr.

i wish i can enter up or ateneo. i wanna study in ateneo! grrr.

im gonna study hard for ateneo and ust.

wish me luck. periodical exams on tuesday.

2005-07-15T16:01:00.000-07:00

this planning for college thing sucks! i mean, i dont think i can pass ateneo or up. grrr.

i am reviewing for upcat and ateneo. shit. i am so stressed and tired na. got lot of things to think of. shit!

was so depressed yesterday. i dont know why. i just stared at my bag the whole afternoon and i wanted to cry. i have lots of things in my head and i cant share it with someone. i am like breaking out into pieces.

i wish i can pass the upcat or the acet.... wish me luck.

2005-06-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

Questions:

*hey can you turo me kung pano mo na pasok yung mga musics??
*where did you get these songs? what is the url?

Answer:

ym or email niyo nalang ako.. jaredibanez2@yahoo.com
hirap explain dito eh..

2005-06-17T03:06:00.000-07:00

i miss blogging. its been ages since i posted an entry here in my blogger account. its official. im a senior na. i got this application for up na. sana matanggap ako. nwei, the first day was soooooooooooper fun. and it wasnt boring. my seat mate is sooo noisy. nwei, i like the feeling when you are in fourth year na. you know everyone and you can do anything you want. its really cool kasi tinuruan namin yung mga freshmen ng cheering. joiners lang ako sa lahat pero it was fun. joiners din ako sa ibang section. ingay masyado. i love my first week in senior high.

2005-05-29T02:27:00.000-07:00

i need a case for my ipod.. fuck. dami na masyado scratch!!! i miss blogging. im not a bum anymore. im so busy spending time wif my family. hehe. early na ako natutulog. no more sleeping disorder.

buy me ng da vinci code kanina.

what else? excited na ako kasi lapit na skool!

2005-05-25T18:07:00.000-07:00

i have ipod na! im so happy. meron na 3thou plus songs pero nadelete ko.. stupid me. nothin new. kelangan ko yung ipod silicon case. message me if ur from davao and may kilala ka benta ng case ng ipod or kahit ur not from davao pero may alam ka kung asan may silicon case.. desperate eh? haha! kainis kasi may scratch na. i hate my shorts.

question: how'd u download mp3 files in angelfire?

gawa ka ng angelfire account, upload mo mga files mo. tapos copy mo ang mga url ng songs.

2005-05-23T01:54:00.002-07:00

my mind is so blank. im so depressed. its like everything's falling apart. everything was perfect and now were falling apart. its 2 am. i cant sleep. i dont know why.

uwi na bukas parents ko. kainis kasi alis lahat ng mga kaibigan ko bukas. errr. shit.

im running out of words. not in the mood to blog anymore.

i need to fix my own problems. on my own.

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,But what is more painful is to love someone andnever find the courage to let that person know howyou feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone whomeans a lot to you, only to find out in the end that itwas never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walkaway feeling like it was the best conversation you'veever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until welose it, but it's also true that we don't know whatwe've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, anhour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go forwealth; even that fades away. Go for someone whomakes you smile because it takes only a smile tomake a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you wantto go; be what you want to be, because you haveonly one life and one chance to do all the things youwant to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feelthat it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word maywreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a lovingword may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have thebest of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, endswith a tear.

12. When you were born, you were crying andeveryone around you was smiling. Live your life sothat when you die, you're the one smiling andeveryone around you is crying.

senti mode eh? i dont know. fuck.

2005-05-17T02:24:00.000-07:00

davao is so friggin cold. but i like it. i dont like the sun. atleast i can sleep well at night. i dont like the aircon. so cold. i wish there was snow in the philippines. snow is better because it does not enter people's houses.

i watched the wedding date already. the movie is great. but it could have been better if debra messing was funny. but i like the movie.

my dad arrived from the states today. he's in manila ayt now. my mom is in manila din. punta sila hongkong bukas. im stuck here in this friggin house whole week. this sucks.

my 2nd year classmates will have this reunion on saturday. i miss my classmates and my teacher. im gonna miss her. punta na siya australia. errr.

i made a new xanga account. http://www.xanga.com/jaredibanez2 i love the background music. bamboleo by gypsy kings. i love their music.

im running out of words.

im so excited. i want my dad to go home na. im gonna get my iPod next week! yeah! but i dont have lots of songs here. i told mon na download ako songs sa pc nila. payag siya. i need to hangout with her palagi para palagi din ako lagay songs. lol.

new layout...

2005-05-15T06:36:00.000-07:00

i have a new layout. i got bored with my old layout. hay. i think i'm gonna use this for a long time. anne made me this layout. my bro and i has the same layout but i changed his header. i had a normal sleep lastnight. i'm so happy. the weather was good. i woke up without lights. brownout. but it was cold and i like it. sana ganito palagi. i hate the sun. i'm so happy lastnight because my mom bought us 2 burger and a large french fries. midnight snack. it was so yummy.

i prayed to god kanina but there were a lot of temptations. my mom was so noisy and she was annoying me when we were in the church. yeah. she was touching my back and everything and i kept on avoiding her. i have this big problem right now and i dont have someone to talk to. im not the type of person that tells all his problems to his friends. i solve my problems on my own. i have a lot of secrets that no one knows. some people might think that i am so jolly and happy but deep inside, i am so hurt. i just pretend that im happy eventhough im not. i think im boring. some people might think that i always want to go out because im gimikero or sumthing but its just because i want to be happy and forget that i have problems. reality scares me.

a lot of things are boggling my mind right now. errrr. this sucks.

i miss going back to school. i want to be busy again. i want to study hard because its my last year in high school. and i want to make good grades in fourth year. i never studied during normal school days. im so lazy. my parents gives me everything that i want but i dont give them the stuffs they deserved. hay. im doing this for myself. not for my parents. i want to get into a good college and i want a good future. hay.

no title...

2005-05-14T04:22:00.000-07:00

Hay! Im addicted to xanga! Xanga is fun and really easy. But its mejo complicated. I don't understand those terms they use in xanga. Pero its fun. You can easily change your layout in just 5 minutes and you can choose a lot of layouts in xanga. But I'm not leaving my blogger account. This account is so special to me. Lol. And I did lots of stuffs here and I think my page is so cool already. Im contented with this page. And im not gonna leave blogger because of my stupid xanga account. Lol. But xanga is super fun. Not because of the site but because of my friends and schoolmates. I have lots of schoolmates in xanga. And it was my first day using that account and I had 3 comments agad. Kakatuwa! I'm not gonna be active here in blogger like before because I have two accounts already and I don't have lots of stuffs to share here. My summer is so boring. It sucks. but i am not bored. only boring people get bored.

I am suffering this sleeping disorder. This sleeping disorder is killing me! 5 hours lang ako nakatulog kanina tapos I wan to sleep pero di ako makatulog. Bummer!

Im a senior already. Yeah. And this sucks. I dont have plans for college. I want to study in up. That school is so nice. I think studying in up would be very nice. But I'm scared. Im scared because I don't know a lot of people in manila. The pollution, the traffic and everything. Life in davao is so different compared to manila. Manila is so busy and it's like you are chasing time. The traffic and everything. Davao is so laidback and everything is 10 or 15 minutes away from each other. And it's very convenient if I study here in davao because we have a car and I dont have to pay for my food. But I want to experience life being alone with strangers and without my parents. I want to be independent. Pero di ko alam kung kaya ko.

come what may...

Ive never talked to God in a long time. It's been ages since I prayed. Yeah. I just pray when I have problems and if I need something. He gave me lots of stuffs I wanted but I never thanked him. Sometimes I ask a lot of stuffs from him and I get angry at him if he does not give me what I want.

He gave me lots of nice stuffs and I was ungrateful. Sometimes, I'm so selfish and self centered that I just keep on asking him stuffs and just pray when I need something and never thanked him. I don't know why I'm saying this. My conscience is killing me. I did a lot of bad and stupid things but he still gives me lots of blessings. I don't think I deserved those stuffs.

I'm so down. And I don't have anyone to talk to. You're the only one I can turn to right now. Help me...

Dove

2005-05-12T18:16:00.000-07:00

Why can't he give her his love, no more again?
Tears on her face and the dove, she cries, she knows...
She won't be able to fly away from him,
She looks at red roses in spring
Now she won't be able to sing
The song of love

I'll open up my heart
I'll be loving you forever and ever,
I'll be part of you in the way I do
Come into my life so I can see

And then she questions the sun
Oh Why, Why Me?
The Sun doesn't answer
Oh God, can you help me?
The answer is easy my love,
You built your own jail
You've always been part of the sky
So Why you keep staying by his side, away from me?

I'll open up my heart
I'll be loving you forever and ever
I'll be part of you in the way I do
Come into my life so I can see

I'll be loving you forever and ever
I'll be part of you in the way I do
Come into my life so I can see

She's a white dove and angel in disguise
She fell in love with the man...
But this man won't give back her love
So this is her cry
So this is her cry...
So this is her cry...

I'll open up my heart
I'll be loving you forever and ever
I'll be part of you in the way I do
Come into my life so I can see

I'll be loving you forever and ever
I'll be part of you in the way I do
Come into my life so I can see

I'll be loving you forever and ever
I'll be part of you in the way I do
Come into my life so I can see...

*i have a new song on my music box. dove by moony. i have the lyrics. i love moony. i love her music.

delete...

2005-05-11T22:56:00.000-07:00

everythings deleted. some message in the chatterbox has been deleted. i dont know why. bummer! this thing sucks. and i deleted some none sense entries. nwei, tisha has a blog! lol. if you know her, just visit her blog. im gonna make a xanga account. everyone's using xanga. might as well join them. i think its fun. shit. this is shit. im so pissed. dont tell me what to write. this is my blog. and u dont care if i write shits in here you fucker. fuck you! friggin loser.

its hot in here. so hot. im sweating like a pig.

aisa made me this header. thank you!

ito yung header ni anne. thank you!

new songs...

2005-05-10T20:03:00.000-07:00

i have a new song on my music box. the title of the song is everywhere. im not sure with the artist. but i think its bonnie bailey or lnm project. im not sure. i love the song. if you cant hear the song, drop me a message.

and hey, i added rockin music on my music box. you should listen to it.

nothin's new.

our ref is filled with chocolate. duh. some of you might think na its fun pero i dont like chocolates na. because it aint healthy. chocolate is an aphrodisiac. hehe. i have this new conclusion that chocoholics are super horny. lol.

green mango is super yummy. my mom bought us green mangoes kanina. tapos she bought us lots of handkerchiefs. and i was like "whats up with that?" and she was like "bought u lots of hankies!" it was rather weird. lol. but its fun.

my mom forgot to pay the bill! but she paid it na. yesterday, my bro was saying "bakit alang dial tone?" and my mom told my bro na "i forgot to pay the bill." i dont care. i rarely use the fone. i dont have kausap sa fone. and its really boring. the dial tone is back and he's using the fone nanaman. lol.

im running out of words.

i want to have a nice body. those nice abs makes me jealous. im not fat. and malapit na form abs ko. but abs crunches is driving me crazy. noon, kaya ko 200 pero now tinatamad na ako 60 pa lang. and parang im weak na. or just lazy. gawd. i need to go back to the gym. but im super lazy and ala ako kasama. i dont think my ex-gym-buddies are still there pa. im a bum.

precious spot of the week...

2005-05-09T22:57:00.000-07:00

my bro just got home from manila. with my cuz and my grand parents. shit. its making me jealous. sana sama nalang ako. he had a lot of fun! shopping and stuff. its making me jealous. if sumama ako, siguro super dami ko na nabili. lol. he bought this fossil sun glasses and its HOT. im so jealous. i want to buy it sa kanya pero ayaw niya. grrr. i think he bought the glasses kasi punta kami beach pagdating ng tatay ko. boracay or pearl farm. i dont know saan talaga. they are so weird. they always make plans pero never natutuloy. grrr. mon asked me kung when daw balik sa isla reta. i told her na tawagan kasama namin. shit. punta si karla sa manila. si joma, states. errr. bakit alis sila? wanna go to the beach. errr. im stuck in this friggin house whole summer. this is shit. lol.

pearl farm

di ko alam na sikat pala pearl farm kahit sa manila. stupid me.

starfish

nwei, mi lola bought me this tribal fusion shirt. its a punky kind of shirt. it fits right but its not me. i wear chuck's but never those kind of shirt. im gonna try to wear it on the next rock concert here in davao. or if i feel like wearing that shirt for no reason. the shirt looks good but i dont like it. i just dont like it.

this day is so boring. another day of blog hopping and stuff. so boring.

im the precious spot of the week! haha! im good! lol. visit carme's blog. (here) thank you! i know you dont care but i think its a big deal para saken. kasi noon my blog was really boring. ask aisa. and i was like bragging her lots of things and her reaction was like this. "wtf? its so blank." but now its not blank na. lol

but i think my blog is boring. so boring. i dont like it. i want to change the layout but my bro stole the layout. seloso. i love the layout anne gave me but my bro loves the layout. and he was like asking me lots of stuffs about html. kapagod. explain. im like telling him lots of stuffs na and hes like "what?" shit.

im so inlove with this song!!! empty streets.. its so relaxing. and now im into chillout huh? i think i got tired of listening those super loud hed kandi tracks. or am i just boring? lol. i wanna party with my friends. ah! this is killing me.

Happy Mother's Day!!!

2005-05-08T19:37:00.000-07:00

happy mother's day! you should greet your mom today. you should let them feel na they are super special. i just greeted my mom and kissed her. im broke kaya dont have something for her. grrr. im soooper broke. buti nalang may dsl here sa house. kung ala, im gonna be paying for the internet pa tapos im gonna be broker. lol.

i love this song on my music box! Empty Streets by Late Night Alumni. you should listen to it! i love it! i love the kaskade tracks! but im not sure if it plays sa dial up internet. kasi yung size ng song is like 5.0+ mb. laki. kaya try it lang if ur using dial up. pero sometimes, bigla lang siya magstop. ganyan talaga. my web host is ugly. lol.

today uwi bro ko. from manila. sana may pasalubong ako. di ako sama sa manila kasi kapoy. and mga lola ko kasama ko. boring. kaya im a bum whole summer. so boring. i hate this friggin music box. grrr! the song always stop. laki kasi ng size. 5000+ kb. di tulad yung mga songs sa ibang blog na 700+ lang.

i have nothin to share. im just happy lang kasi a lot of people are putting comments on mi posts! yey! keep it coming! lol

new songs...

2005-05-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

i love my new music box. so cool! i love it! nwei, i have kaskade tracks on my music box. and songs from the hed kandi collection. its really nice. you should listen to it. im gonna put more songs on the music box. please drop me a message if you have any comments or suggestions.

my day is super boring. as always. but im mejo busy uploading songs para sa music box. i got rid of that annoying background music kasi it was super annoying na. and the music aint good. im gonna put a better version of love on the run soon.

anne sent me the header na. i wanna use the layout na pero i dont think trance fits with the concept. so im gonna find new songs para sa new layout ko. this is really nakakapagod. lol but i dont have nothing to do. might as well kill my time uploading files for my blog.

this day sucks. as always. its like i wanna do something pero i cant think of anything to do. its killing me.

im back to normal...

2005-05-07T01:00:00.000-07:00

im back to normal!!! yey! i was waiting for this day for a month already! im so happy! 1 am pa lang, sleepy na ako!! kasi palagi nalang 3 am. ang saya!!! i am so normal!!! are you? lol

fcuk...

2005-05-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

kaskade is sooo addicting!! ah! you should listen to his songs. so addicting. shit. im gonna put some songs here in my blog para marinig niyo.. you should listen to his songs. its so relaxing.. im dancing to his tunes. nwei, kaskade is the music in embassy or V bar. its so nice. i could dance all night with his music. its realy nice.

my bro got jealous kasi someone made me a new layout. lol. he told me na super ganda daw ng color combination. gray and black. im gonna use it if ok na yung header.

i am so excited with my ipod. kanina, i was downloading this media player tapos na-download ko din ang itunes. and i put 71 songs sa itunes. kulang nalang ipod. lol. tapos im gonna buy pa the silicon case kasi maganda tingnan. its mejo expensive.

music is my life. i cant live without music. there's music everywhere. but i'm not into those very loud music. it aint music no more. its NOISE na. i really dont get it. how can they understand the song if you cant even hear the lyrics? and there's this rap music. im not really against rnb but i hate those songs that doesnt have sense. like those rap music that always have fuck on the lyrics. that's so immoral. lol. im not innocent but i just dont get it. and the next thing you know, that song hit number one and its all over the place. it's poisoning the innocent minds. ginagaya ng bata ang mga naririnig nila tapos after niyan, they would say bad words na din. like the kids who watch wrestling. most of them are addicted to that show. im not against that show but the kids aint so innocent na. because of the media.

and this is worse. i was walking sa grades school bldg and i heard this two boys and a girl ( i think ) talking. they were talking about condoms! they were saying na mga grade six daw were having sex and they have condoms. wtf! grade school students talking about sex?! dang! whats up with that?! im not innocent na pero nung nasa grade school ako, i was still innocent and sex was still a tabu. but now, with those kinds of kids, i think they're gonna be preggy na when they reach high school. is it really theyre lifestyle or they just wanna be popular that's why they're sleeping with everyone?

im just concerned with whats happening to the kids these days.

im like a writer na. i write everything and sometimes it doesnt have sense.. wanna hire me? lol

new layout...

2005-05-06T05:54:00.000-07:00

my day is so boring. as always. but im happy. kasi anne made me a new layout. it's black and white and grey but it's nice. hindi ko pa magamit kasi i cant see the image on the header. but im gonna use it na if ok na lahat. im gonna find a new song that fits my new layout. thanks anne! she has a nice page din. i used na the question box para you can ask everything you want. just put ur name and site so that i can visit ur site din.

another lazy day. super boring. sheesh. someone made me a comment sa myspace kanina! so fun! i have 44 comments na! haha! kawawa naman. but i like my page in myspace. i think the music is really nice and has this party atmosphere. the pics are from jason brooks. i stole it from him. shhh. lol.

whole day of watching tv makes me jealous. i like that show on etc, i forgot the name of the show. they decorate the room of one person for 24 hours and they make the room super nice. and it matches the personality of their client. sana meron dito. grrrr. but im not that desperate naman din. lol

what else?

dami din pala nag-react about dun sa mga post ko. about american idol and stuff. atleast dami na ako comments. lol. bianca gonzales is so popular. she posted this entry bago lang tapos she got like 50+ comments. wow. that's a lot. matagal na pala ang blogger. kasi yung ibang tao, they started blogging like 2 years ago. woah. sana noon ko pa to nalaman. blogging is fun. it's like your sharing anything and no one walang makikialam sayo. hehe. im just friggin bored. lol

kaskade...

2005-05-06T02:39:00.000-07:00

i'm watching the apprentice ayt now. the girls team sucks. all of them wanted to be leaders that's why they always lose. i'm not a big fun of the apprentice but i think its fun. donald trump act as if he's god or somethin.

i love kaskade's songs. so nice. it's so laidback and it's not super maingay. its like im really addicted to trance. ha! i'm loving it!

i'm running out of words.

nwei, it's official. i deserve to go to hell. ah! i answered this survey and the result shows that i deserve to hell. eh? no way. i'm gonna pray na palagi. sheesh. nwei, i wanna eat lots of vegetables and avoid meat. its not healthy. its like im so not healthy. im eating everything and i dont work out. shit. i wanna go back to the gym but i think its kapoi. ah! bummer. this place is friggin boring. so boring!

i wanna but a pair of aviator shades. but i dont have money pa. the shades costs like 4 thou. but i think its worth it. i wanna buy the gucci shades. the same design yung kay aisa. pero its not bagay. so weird. kasi noon, we went to venue pero i think it looked good. pero nung nasa sm na kami, super badoooy tingnan. sheesh.

i'm running out of words. again.

i rarely talk on the fone. i dont know why. my bro always has kausap sa phone. his classmates always call him. and they dont run out of words. sheesh. when i talk to my classmates on the phone, im like "hello? sino to? ano kailangan mo?" but my bro has this super dami topics. are they fun or am i just really boring? huh? lol. i'm boring if i talk to people i dont like. but i like talking sa fone sometimes. like noon, aisa and mi was talking sa fone tapos sooper weird ng topic namin!! she was soo weird. lol. but she's super fun. hehe. you should hear her laugh. so funny!

the apprentice are having a fashion show right now. its like their project of something. i dont think the men won.

boring. so boring. or is it me who's boring? lol. i think i'm boring. so boring. lol hehe. i wish a gym or spa is open ayt now. i wanna go to the gym now na.

i am so happy with the people putting comments on mi posts. i think its really nice. and some people tagging me and saying that i have a nice page. it's so nice! thank you! hehe!

i am talking about lots of none sense shits in here. so boring. errr. im so bored.

american idol and doritos....

2005-05-05T12:14:00.000-07:00

nagising me kanina 8 am i think. coz mi mom was sooo noisy!!! and ginising niya ako. she gave me two doritos. so weird. she never gave me junkfoods. pag napapabili lang ako... so weird. she's so unhealthy. she's been planning to go to the gym for like a year na but that plan never happend! sheesh..

i hate this day. its gonna be super boring naman. as always. i hate my summer. so boring. my mom told me na we are going to bora this may. when my dad comes back. and after nila uwi galing hongkong. im not sure if its really tuloy but i really wanna go there. my summer is super boring.. i need to go out..

danielle called me last week ata. about the shield thingy. yey. they are the one whose diggin me ayt now. lol. i really wanted that job noon. but im not sure now. they told me na they are recruiting lots of people na. like paolo ledesma and others. wala na may gusto sumali? shield and blue knight sucks. they always get people from the honor's class. wtf?! some of them aint even smart! CHEATERs! not all of them.. i know some cheaters in the honor's class. you dont deserve to be there.. they are so unfair. the honor's class always get the awards. i have a lot of friends from the honors class and i dont have anything against them. its just that, they are so unfair. the judges loves them. why not 3-claver or 3-regis? ha?! oh well. maybe they are just so magaling or sumthing.

i hate fantasia.. shes just magaling sa american idol. but after the contest, she sucks. she has this weird lips. but i like her attitude. its like vonzell. she's sooooooooper down to earth! not like that fat guy na super yabang. grrrr! i wanna kill him! PIG!! lol. that guy sucks! and i hate that "clay aiken wannabee" i dont know his name. sayang kasi ala na yung parang si bob marley. i dont know his name but he's good. so good. i think that show is fixed. i had this comment about american and its really true. "it's just too impossible for a contestant who's been consistently on the top and has never landed in the bottom group be eliminated" im not an american idol fan but i think its sucks na. like jasmine trias. its just super imposible na out siya. sheesh. i really liker her. she has this really nice voice but she does not know how to emote. di siya ma-drama eh. lol.

bored... again!

2005-05-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep. its like everyday. so weird. i hate this sleeping disorder. this sucks. and im freezing. so weird.

nwei, i checked my email kanina and i saw this email from saab magalona. i was shocked. we werent even introduced personally. or even here sa blog. and we didnt have friends in common. but nwei, i like her posts and layouts. so nice! her email was about this gay guy with a gf and stuff and this really nice blog page. its like sharing ur secrets here in blogger. i think its nice. you should visit this blog. postsecret. she has this mailing list and im one of them. so hot. atleast someone's sending me email na.

nothin much. my day is super boring. as always. mi friend mon told me na maybe shes gonna treat us ulit sa isla reta. i love that place! so nice! i love the beach and the sand. cant explain it! if ur goin to davao, you should visit that place. if ur into parties and stuff, that's not the place for you. but if your a beach bum like me, im sure ur gonna love that place! its super nice kasi friend ko owner ng place. and i'm the endorser. lol. grrr! im just stuck here in this friggin house and just sleep whole day. so fun. lol. i wanna party hard wif my friends! i miss them so bad! and im watching this igorot thing in tv. shit. this place is like freezing. my hands are like shaking already. i cant type! ahhh!

i love my background song. so nice. was addicted to chicane when i was still in second year. love on the run wasn't so common pa. it was hiphop and rnb. i forgot this punk song that i was addicted to. and it was so embarassing. kasi i played this cd coz my classmates wanna hear that song. and suddenly, my teacher entered and the song was sira. so embarassed! gawd! and i think aisa or mon burned me the cd. haha! cant remember that day. it was really funny. i had a lot of experiences thats super nakakahiya. its like when i did those friggin stuff, its like normal for me. but when i reminisce about my past, i cant believe i did those things. i think it was so embarasing! haha! it makes me laugh. and its freaky when you just remember something funny and you just laugh lang. so weird. like dane. she does that always. she has her own world.

when i grow up, i want to have curly hairs. so curly and long and i would wear those rayban sunglasses and it looks so friggin hot! lol. im kalbo now eh. and its kainis kasi mister calotes wont allow me na kalbo next year. he really told me that. hes my friend. we are so close. lol. so not cool. my hair looks like shit if its long. errr. i need to go to the salon and get a new look. when i have my hair back. its summer kaya nagpakalbo ako kasi its so friggin long and its hot. literally. hot! i hate ateneo. no prom, no kalbo... and whats next? no christmas party? that school is shit. im super happy kasi hindi ako suspended now. kasi aisa told me na a lot of people got kicked out of school. ouch! super dami daw. im gonna miss them. kasi i know some people na passed out na "friends" ko. or just fc. but who cares. theyre still my batchmates. the best bach ever. we never got the 3rd or 4th place sa cheering. and its nice. it makes me proud. sana next year champion ulit. hehe! i love that day! it was official. our batch is the BEST. lol.

nwei, i remember the night of freestyle and side a's concert here in davao! we were like friggin headturners! so nice!!! i was with aisa that time. and everyone was like staring at us! haha! that was so nice! and i partied like hell! haha! i danced so crazy!!! haha! and i partied so hard! lol. it was so fun! i wish smart would sponsor another event here in davao para free naman! VIP seats!! haha!

i am sharing lots of shits in here!

need to go!

hed kandi beach house...

2005-05-04T01:13:00.000-07:00

i finished typing the 10 pages project of my cousin. it was sooo long! and my eyes was like popping out already. lol. it was tiring. she's gonna use it next week pa but i dont have nothing to do kaya tinapos ko nalang.

i was listening to hed kandi beach house tracks while typing that ish. its so nice. so laid back. the music is so nice. i like the summer love, lovely and you groove me.. it's so beachy.. you should listen to it...

new job...

2005-05-03T09:44:00.000-07:00

i have a new job! im a typist now. i aint a bum no more! this is so nice! my cousin told me na she's gonna pay me 150 bucks for typing her very long project. she cant type it coz she's in school and she's super busy daw. or just lazy. lol. atleast i can make money this summer. 150 bucks aint easy to earn these days. lol. im just here in my computer doin nothing the whole day. might as well type her project.

thats all. nothin new to me. im so boring. lol

random...

2005-05-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

i am so bored today. sun cellular is sira again. its sira palagi. so ugly. but with the 24/7 ish for only 250 and 150 bucks? i think its worthit. you can even send mms whole day for just 150 bucks. so good. and sun cellular is better na kasi unlike noon, the lines aint super busy no more.

my day started at around 1 pm. i was so angry kasi i had to text someone but sun is sira naman. so bad. i cant remember if i ate my lunch kanina. this place is boring. so boring. i miss my dad. or is it the gifts i just missed. lol. but i miss him. havent talked to him in ages and wanna see him again. he's always not here. but its ok. i'm used to it na. i am so happy because we had this deal, if i send him pictures of stuff, he would buy me an ipod. isnt that great? ipod in exchange for pictures? he bought me my ipod na. he's using it aight now but when he comes back, its mine na. hehehe! he told me na the ipod is worth it. i wanted those black ipod. the u2 edition but i didnt tell him to buy me that kasi baka isipin niya demandind ako masyado. im super demanding. my teacher even told my mom about that. wtf! but its true. lol.

i miss my teacher. sir lunar. he taught me a lot of stuff not just about god ( hes a cle teacher ) but about being patient and about love ( he never had a gf ) hes good in teaching us about life. hes one of my favorite and one of the few teachers that i look up to. hes been a good friend and a good teacher to us. hehe. this is my tribute to my teacher.

mi and mi classmates will have this reunion on may 21. im not sure if i can come because its my mom's birthday on the 20th and im not sure if theyre here. i miss my classmates in second year. we had this really tight bond that bring us back together. or is it just me who thinks that there is. lol. i miss my teacher in second year. miss corbit. were still friends until now. she cant forget us kasi she we were so evil. lol. she calls us "ungas". i dont know what that means. but its hot. lol.

i want to be a photographer. im into arts aight now. i dont know how to draw but i have this eye for good paintings and music.

paris hilton rules! lol. i am watching the simple life aight now and they made this sweet poem for this old couple and then they ended it with "boo-yah!" cool! lol.

so addicted...

2005-05-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

i am missing someone so bad. shit. very bad day. so stressfull. ( eventhough i didnt do anything but just use the internet the whole day. this day sucks. so boring. and i was engaged in a brawl. kanina because of 1 peso. yeah. 1 peso. stupid brat!!!! long story... this place is hell!! i wanna go somewhere and just walk but its raining outside. errrr. shit!!!

nwei, im addicted to electronica. so addicted. its like i cant live without it. shit. atleast i found my kind of music. for a lot of years, i pretended that i was into rnb. but i aint. i dont like the rapping and its aweful! ( no offense ) but i like ciara, beyonce and other rnb artist that can sing. not just rap. sometimes, i cant understand what rappers say. its aweful. electronica makes me feel calm. so nice. i think this is my passion. i think music is my life. i cant live without it. ( you should listen to hed kandi tracks and miguel migs. im sure you'll love it! )

i am so excited to go back to gym. aisa told me that ancel was making hanap me na daw. atleast someone missed me. lol. i am so diggin the irons and the sweat. its been so long since ive been to that place. i miss that place! i miss the friendly smiles and the familiar faces ( i always see them in school ) i miss the friendly gurl you see when you enter the gym. i miss the fc people in the gym. i miss the boxing. i miss the pancakes and the halo2 and the mami that i eat after working out. i miss the race track and yung ginagawa nila aisa na mag-run daw pag nasa glass na. lol. i miss everything about that place but im so lazy to go back to that place. haha! i aint ready to leave my job. a bummer.

i missed blogging! so much! ive been busy with nothin. i think my myspace site is good na. it has this party ish atmosphere and i love it! visit my myspace.

*thanks for all the persons who wrote comments about mi posts!
**the title of the song is love on the run by chicane. to know more about chicane, visit his site on my links.

holla back girl

2005-04-29T11:20:00.000-07:00

i like this song from gwen stefani. im listenin to it aight now. i cant sleep. its like everyday. this sleeping disorder sucks. kanina pa ako bloghopping. super boring. but im happy kasi dami ko nakita na schoolmate na may blog din. i think its hot. some of them has good pages. so nice. i was digging her page. nwei, i dont have much to say. im watching disney channel. what else? i dont know what to write here. so bored! my day aint fun. just slept for a few hours tapos punta saglit sa mall tapos umuwi na. yun lang. my bro told me na may green brazil havaianas sa bliss. P795 daw. errr. i dont like the color. its so green. hehe! i wish i'm in africa or near that continent. i dont have nothing to say! grrr! this is shit. i miss school so bad!! i aint a nerd or sumthin but i miss going back to that school. eventhough that school sucks bigtime, i still miss that place! and im a senior already. yeah! so hot! its just like yesterday, i was walking in the quad like an idiot when i was in first year pa. now, im the one staring at those idiots. lol. hehe! i miss my innocent days. ( im still inocent ) nwei, its freezing in here. so cold. its 3 am and im still typing this shit. nwei, i want to make another blog. but now, i want want to write reviews. movie reviews, fashion or food reviews. i think its fun. wat do u think?

constantine

2005-04-29T04:59:00.000-07:00

american idol sucks. i dont think constantinte deserved to be out of the competition. i am not a fan of constantine but i dont think that he should be the one out of the competition. that is bull shit. i think that fat guy or the clay aiken wannabe should be the one who packed their bags. the decision america made was really bad. i think vonzell should be the american idol. she's too good for that competition. i really dont like that fat guy. so mayabang! shit!

von dutch is so last season...

2005-04-29T02:33:00.000-07:00

i was walking sa mall kanina and i passed by this store with bitchy clothing ( literally ) and i saw the von dutch hat that i was diggin. so not cool! i hated it! i aint diggin von dutch right now. its so common and its not cool. nwei, i wasnt updating my blog because i was busy updating my myspace page. its a lot nicer now. the page is black and white and i got the codes from this website i got in myspace. its so easy! nwei, there were a lot of person sa gaisano kanina. job fair i think. i dont have anything to share. im so bored. nwei, i am digging this hat.

2005-04-27T10:11:00.000-07:00

click the picture to know more about moony...

I wake up
I wash my face and go
heres another day, I'm sure
I'll fight for what I love

and my music keeps going on
my heart begins to beat
and my music keeps going on
it makes my life complete

Im flying away, I'm flying away
Im flying away, I'm flying away

It's the sound I cannot live without
as the rhytm goes, Im sure
my soul will never pause

and my music keeps going on
it opens up my eyes
and my music keeps going on
'cause one day I was blind

Im flying away, I'm flying away
Im flying away, I'm flying away

I'm flying...
I'm flying away

-i love this song! i love her music!

need a hug?

2005-04-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

ever wonder why all stuffed toys look the same? so weird. they have different faces but the same shapes and position. almost all of them wants to hug us. so weird. just wondering... had a nice day kanina. we went to sm kanina. it was ok. sm aint so nice but i dont have a choice. i hate davao. this city bores me. this is so unfair. major events and concerts are always held in cebu or manila. like the moony concert. avril lavigne, alicia keys and other music icons always has their concert held in manila. not in davao. shit. nwei, i wish mi dad is here na so that i can get mi ipod. so diggin that stuff. ipod aint so common in davao. thats good. so that i aint gonna roam around the city and see a lot of people having that ish. nwei, i wanna change my layout. im bored with this layout. can you give me an idea on what should be the concept of mi layout? please post some comments. wanna hear from you. im just tired of thinkin because changing the layout would give me so much stress because i have to come up with a lot of ideas and stuffs. hehe! as if.

my ABC...

2005-04-24T10:35:00.000-07:00

A - Age: 16... sh*t! im damn old!
B - Band listening to right now: MYMP
C - Career: Architect...
D - Drink or smoke: i drink... and mmmm... hehe!
E - Easiest person/s to talk to: my friends and mmmmm....
F - Favorite song/s at the moment: Especially for you [MYMP]
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: gummy bears! who cares cares bears! haha! aisa!
H - Have you ever had a boy/girlfriend?: had one...
I - In-love?: i dont know... maybe...
J - Junk food you like: V-cut, chippy and something cheezy... sometimes im digging taquitos... i just love filipino products! haha!
K - Kids: im a kid but i dont have one...
L - Longest car ride ever: davao-cagayan-camiguin-surigao-butuan-davao.. woah!
M - My favorite Sports: Badminton!!
N - Number of siblings: i have three other siblings...
O - One wish you have?: so many... world peace? haha!=)
P - Phobias: death... i have lots of things to do... i dont wanna die...
Q - Favorite Quote: life's party, just dance the night away!
R - Reason to smile: lots of reasons!
S - Song: (That I'm listening to right now?) love on the run - Chicane
T - Time you woke up: 10 am...
U - Unknown fact about u: im a celebrity... shhh! don't tell anyone bout that!
V - Vegetable/fruit you hate: love `em all!
W - Worst habit: i talk too much and im so loud. ask my friends.
X - X-rays you've had: i had one. for my teeth!=)
Y - Yummy food/s: CHOCOLATE!!!=)
Z - Zodiac sign: Aquarius...

satisfaction...

2005-04-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

i love this song from benny benassi. so hot! hehe! it was the song used by 3-bellarmine for their tae-bo presentation. the song was so hot! but their presentation was not! haha! peace! nwei, mi class, 3-claver, was always on the last place ( or 2nd to the last ) when it comes to pehm presentation. we have like a lot of days just to talk but 1 week before the presentation, its the time that mi and mi classmate would decide what to do. so weird. hehe! nwei, our status was changed when fourth quarter came. we were the eighth place ( yeah! ) because sir lunar was takot na last place kami. he's a good teacher. he was so angry at our class but he never gave up on us. he told us that we were the worst class he handled ( it was his second year on job ) but atleast we proved to him that we aint just a bunch of brats. i didnt enjoy my 3rd year life in our classroom. i was seated at the front. in front of the teacher! i didnt have a lot of people to talk with because i cant make noise infront. i was lonely most of the time when the class is going on. and i was avoiding lots of posts because i dont wanna get suspended because i had two suspension in my sophomore year. so bad. it was because of so many lates and violation. shit. nwei, seating infront for the whole year was a bad experience for me. but it has a good side. for example, your teacher aint gonna make pansin sayo because he/she is too busy lookin at the noisy people in the back. and if you're seated in front, you always get the impression that you are good and stuff and you can talk to your teacher so easily without raising your hand and or standing up because shes just in front of you. and for me, mi teachers and i was close because i could make sipsip with them. hehe! its already 1 am and i cant sleep. i hate this sleeping disorder. its driving me insane!

egyptian dance. our last presentation. 8th place!

insomniac...

2005-04-22T10:34:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep. shit. wanna sleep so bad. but i cant. this is shit. its 1:45 am and im still here in mi pc surfin the net. so cold. im freezing ayt now. need someone to hug. someone who would sleep beside me. nyahahaha! just kiddin. nwei, wanna party tomorow. but i dont have friends who love to party. theyre so mabait. the nightlife here in davao aint that good like manila. good thing trance/club music was introduced here. i was so tired of listening rnb. its paulit-ulit na kasi. so tired of rnb. fuck rnb. peace! hehe! just bored. miss mi friends already. miss their laugh. so funny. nwei, i was tryin ym kanina. super dami bastos! nyahaha! lots of horny people these days. hahay. i was rather bored while chattin because i aint into those naked stuff. im so decent. haha! so im having this conclusion that all the people using ym are horny. hmmmm. peace! nyahaha! i think yahoo should control their chatrooms because it has become a place for prostitution. yahoo is a nice site but these kind of stuffs aint good no more. they are corrupting the young minds who are so innocent. (?) but i think kids nowadays aint so innocent no more. some of them got laid when they were in sixth grade. and its true. i know a lot of them. parents should control the stuff that their kids are doing and they should not allow their kids to use the net for no reason. bow!

Halo...

2005-04-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

mi had a nice day. we went to mts and ate halo-halo and balot. so yummy! you should try it! halo-halo at mts was one of the best halo-halo iive ever eaten. so good! too bad i didnt bring with me my cam. nwei, we saw this two old gurls or "matrona" kanina. they looked aweful. they were wearing those tight shirts and they were smoking. didnt like that. i cant imagine mi mom smoking in public places. i think old ladies should act their age. they would get a lot of bad comments if they would act like teenagers in their age. that is so not good. i think everyone should act their age. and smoking is bad for your health. haha!

sleeping disorder...

2005-04-21T21:16:00.000-07:00

wanna get rid of this sleeping disorder. i cant sleep at night. it's so weird. wanna buy those sleeping pills but a lot of people say that it aint safe. errr. i am so bored this summer. im just here in mi computer and just explore other peoples blog. sometimes its fun but it bores me. shit. i wanna go back to isla reta. the sand is so fine and the water is so good. you should visit that place if ur going to davao. its a one hour boat ride going there and another hour back to the city. but its worth it. so worth it. mi friend owns the place. it needs more water and electricity and night life. it needs bars and more lights. but i like it just the way it is because the place aint so dirty and the water is so good. i think its better than pearl farm and puerto galera. so nice.

im back!

2005-04-21T04:56:00.000-07:00

im back! i miss bloggin! hehe! after 2 days of sleeping wholeday, i decided to blog again. nwei, nothins new to me. except that i aint a von dutch freak no more. a lot of people told me bad stuff about that hat. its not good. hehe! nwei, i wanna buy those brazil havaianas flipflops. so nice and comfy! and stylish too! and i would wear those pair of flipflops not only in summer but every time of the year because we have this tropical climate here in the philippines thats why these pair of flipflops are so nice. nwei, cant find those pair of flipflops with brazil design here in davao. nwei, if ur from davao and u find the exact pair of flipflops on the picture, send me a message or write a comment on mi page. tattah!

need some rest...

2005-04-18T23:53:00.000-07:00

im gonna be back soon...

ill be gone for a few days. im gonna contemplate. im gonna try not to use the net for a few days. i want to do somethin good for my self. for the past few days, i was so addicted to bloggin. its like im online 24 hours. im gonna try not to think about mi bloggie. hehe! mi frend aisa knows the real reason why i cant use the net. hehe! nwei, if u wanna add me to ur links, just tag me or post a comment on mi page. mi gonna add u right away if i have the chance to check mi blog. i will be back soon.

i cant sleep...

2005-04-16T12:36:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep. its almost 4 am and im still online. its so weird. i want to sleep but i cant. nwei, mi had a boring day yesterday. never left the house. so freakin tired. its mawnin already and i cant sleep. i wanna go clubbin but its 4 am. i posted some nonseless ish on mi blog. hehe. just check em out. and if you wanna hear a sample of the song put em high, click hed kandi. you can hear previews of their songs. its so good.

i LOVE this song!

2005-04-16T10:26:00.000-07:00

Stonebridge Ft: Therese -
Put 'Em High

Baby, let me, be me,
those were, the words you, gave me,
never, felt this way, before,
your love, tastes like, ah-haaaa,

And baby i don't care
where you've been before
just Put 'em high,
Put 'em high
make the best of it,
just a little bit,
just Put 'em high,
And Put 'em high

ba-ber-bom-bom
ba-ber-bom-bom
ba-ber-bom-bom
ba-ber-bom-bom

ba-ber-bom-bom
bom-ba-ber-bom-bom
Put 'em high
Push it high
ba-ber-bom-bom
bom-ba-ber-bom-bom
Put 'em high
Push it high

Baby, let me, be me,
those were, the words you, gave me,
never, felt this way, before,
your love, tastes like, ah-haaaa,

And baby i don't care
where you've been before
just Put 'em high,
Put 'em high make the best of it,
just a little bit,
just Put 'em high,
And Put 'em high

ba-ber-bom-bom
ba-ber-bom-bom
ba-ber-bom-bom
ba-ber-bom-bom

ba-ber-bom-bom
bom-ba-ber-bom-bom
Put 'em high
Push it high
ba-ber-bom-bom
bom-ba-ber-bom-bom
Put 'em high
Push it high

hidden mickey!

2005-04-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

can you spot the hidden mickey??? hehe!

bored again...

2005-04-16T07:32:00.000-07:00

just bored. nakita ko naman kasi camera kaya i took pix of mi self. hehe! super bored lang ako.

thanks jamie!

2005-04-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

so huge! it looks small but its really malaki.

on mi 16th birthday, i received the biggest birthday card ever! it was so amazing! it was like bigger than my bag! i aint jokin! it was so huge. jamie gave that card to me. and super dami ng nakasulat sa loob! hehe! that was one of the best birthday gift i received. it was so sweet.

the best prom ever!

2005-04-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

the cup and the tissue paper

its clean! i didnt use that!

the cup.

last february, our school had this prom alternative. we were all in uniform and it was ugly! as in! it was super boring and i didnt enjoy my prom. its official. my history has no prom. the food was ugly, the program was boring and malapit pa nagsuntukan mga katabi ko! nice one dane and kyle. nwei, after the prom, we decided to make tambay at mts. it was really boring. konte lang tao kasi may school the next day. that day really sucks! i was with mi friends and just chilled at this metal couch and just talk about the people we know that are preggy. haha! nikko, karla and fe left us. mon, me and joma was left in that metal couch. it was so boring! so when they arrived, we sneaked out and went to blugre to drink coffee and it was my treat. it was fun. it was mon's first time to enter blugre and it was really nice! each one of us were signing each others tissue paper and we even kept the cup! haha! it was so funny. i left that place bringing two empty cups coz mon wont go out bringing her cup! hehe! but then, karla saw us. so we went back to our seats. she was mejo galit coz we didnt tell them that we wer going to blugre. i felt bad because shes mi frend. after that, karla and mi other frends were signing the tissue paper from blugre! we looked dumb! haha! after that night, i went home and sleep because we have class pa the next day. eventhough mi prom was the most boring prom in the whole world, i had fun naman after prom. hehe!

rejected... again!

2005-04-15T08:32:00.001-07:00

me again. this is my seventh post for today. hehe. i miss blogging. ive been busy with the layout of mi blog kasi thats why i dont have time na to post some ish. mi day aint so good today. mi mami was super galit kanina. long story. and mi baby bro aint a baby anymore. haha. if u know what i mean. nwei, i want to go out and just relax and just chill with my friends. i miss mi friends. i miss their laugh. i miss aisas funny laugh. you should listen to her laugh. so funny. nwei, i want to thank aisa for the pix and the help she has given to me para pagandahin blog ko. danielle called me kanina. she told me na shes hiring me for a position at the shield photo department. ive been waiting for that day for a long time. but when the day that they are digging me na, hindi na ako interested. they dumped me twice already. and they expect me to try out again?! the hell! i deserved to be on that slot! i shot lots of good pics and it had a lot of good comments about those pics. i want try out for that position but my pride is stopping me from trying out for shield. if its meant for me, then they should have given me that position a long time ago. this is so weird. i wasnt expecting this ish to come. and for those people who doesnt know what shield is, shield is a club or organization in the ateneo de davao high school that helps the school in making the year book. i was trying out for a slot in the photo department and i got dumped twice. in my third try out, they told me na im gonna be pasok na daw but on the day of mi third screening, i had a bad day and i didnt come for the screening. or maybe i was just so tired of getting dumped.

so bored...

2005-04-15T05:27:00.000-07:00

just bored lang kanina. nakita ko digicam ko kaya i got some pix of mi self. hehe. i am digging dimitri from paris ayt now. you should listen to his songs if ur into beachy house music.

liquid and fake contact lens...

2005-04-15T05:10:00.000-07:00

aisa, me and dane at liquid. look at our eyes. it's like each one of us has a conact lens.

mi, aisa and dane partied at liquid. it was my treat coz it was mi birthday 2 days before the gimik day. it was fun. kami lang 3 nila aisa but it was super fun. nwei, dane was drunk that's why we went to pacific harbor and just chill. it was super cold and we stayed there for about an hour ata. the music was retro and dane was like super weird kasi she was dancing and she really looked like shes drunk. hehe! she was so maingay but we enjoyed naman. we tried blowjob that night pala. hehe! if ur wondering what kind of blowjob i am talkin about, it aint the real thing. it's just a cocktail drink. i want to try the slippery nipple and sex on beach. someone told me na it's super yummy daw. nwei, we went back to liquid at around 1.30 am and we saw justine with her ate. we went dancing all night! if ur in davao and if ur into trance/clubbing, you should go to liquid. good music, great people and nice atmosphere. i am so proud to be a davaoenyo. i wish hed kandi would go to davao... boo-yah!

gym buff...

2005-04-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

aisa just texted me now lang. she told me na super nice daw ang cardiodance. and im so jealous. i wanna go back to the gym. pero its nakakpagod. sometimes excited to got there but when im there already, i just wanna make tambay lang and eat. hehe! i remember, noon after our workout, we would eat that yummy pancake at their cafeteria and the 30 minutes of walking and treadmill was all wasted. super sayang talaga. and sometimes, i have this really masakit body the next day when i workout and super full ang gym pag summer. nakakainis! ingay pa ng mga tao! i want to go back to the gym na talaga. nwei, if ur reading this ayt now, can you make a comment about mi new layout? hehe! thanks!

page of mr. imperial...

2005-04-14T20:23:00.000-07:00

i am so happy because i am getting good comments about mi page. it's super colorful but i like it. nwei, sir reegan has this website about his subjects and it's so educational. you should visit his site if ur into literature. this site is all about his subject for the whole school year. its so unique. its a great idea because a lot of kids are addicted to the internet and some parents are always using the internet. the students can study their lessons in advance. hehe. endorser na ako ngayon. visit his page if ur a junior from ateneo. http://www.freewebs.com/sirrigs/

new layout...

2005-04-14T10:01:00.000-07:00

this is my new page. its so disco and stuff but i am diggin this page. hehe! nwei, i cant sleep. i want to go to the gym but i am so lazy. nasa gym na si aisa. ayoko sa holiday spa kasi andun friends ko kaya di ako maka-concentrate. dami pagkain kaya sayang lang ang gym ko. dami tao! as in madami! and malayo. konte lang kasi gym dito. nakakainis. nwei, i had this weird craving for junk foods. its so weird. im just bored. nwei, if ur reading this ish right now, add me to your links. send me a message para add din kita. ok? boo-yah!

i miss school...

2005-04-13T18:41:00.000-07:00

I miss school. I miss the afternoons spent wit frends at the canteen and just laugh. I mis the times that me and patty would laugh at mister torilla and sir lunar. I miss the cold library na tambayan pag mainit. I miss the Saturdays going to mall with aisa and just laugh. I miss the stupid days when we went to autoshop. I miss going to nikka or aisas house and just tambay. I miss the ice cream outside the skul. I miss the hangin2 place at the fourth floor. I miss eating sizzling in our store. I miss the stuffs na ginagawa ko pag bored sa classroom. I miss my teachers and the ugly school of ateneo. I miss my friends that I make pansin everyday and sometimes sawa na ako sa mukha nila. I miss the gimiks and the other plans na di natutuloy. I miss the away in our classroom between manila and davao hehe! I miss the days the cheering competition and the champion trophy. I miss sir calotes and his belt bag. I miss sir toleco with his magic stick. I miss ginang ines and her CLASS POST!. I miss the covered walk and the security guards. I miss the oval and the daily exercise I get when I am late. I miss my seatmate and the chika we make when I am bored. I miss my seat in front of the teacher. I miss the quadrangle and the sports complex. I miss the baon I get everyday in our store. I am so bored and I wanna go back to school.

LIFE...

2005-04-03T20:29:00.000-07:00

sometime i feel like there's somethin missin in my life... i dont know what it is but am trying to figure it out... i find it rather weird because i feel like my life as of now is perfect and everything's great... but theres this somethin missing in me... and i dont know what it is... every morning, i wake up thinkin what to do, where to go and what to wear... and sometimes i am so self centered that i don't pay attention on things that are much important than material stuff... i dont know what my problem is... i dont even know if i have a problem... it's so weird... i dont think that i have a problem physically or mentally... i think it's spiritual... it's like sometimes, i am so vain and and self centered and i dont think of other stuffs other than my self... i want to change that... but i dont know how...

happy birthday nikka!

2005-04-02T09:43:00.001-08:00

last Thursday, nikka celebrated her birthday… she had this party at her house and it was soooo fun… patty, maebel, kaye, lang and I went to her house and it was fun… it was saying kasi dane and aisa couldn’t make it at the party… we went to the mall muna kasi dun kami sundo ni nikka… and I saw this really cool shades and It was really nice! Errr.. I wish I could have those… nwei, nikka arrived after 30 minutes and we went to patty’s mom kasi she wasn’t allowed to go to nikka’s party… but nikka asked her mom if she was allowed to go to her party and her mom allowed her naman… nwei, after sa mall, we fetched kaye at her house and it was really fun… lang was seated at the front seat with nikka and it was very siksikan! When we arrived at nikka’s house, patty and I danced the “1 2 step” muna kasi she was bragging our dance step to maebel… and fyi, maebel was the best dressed girl in her prom in southpoint… walang prom queen sa kanila… best dressed lang… errr… we didn’t have our prom… ( I hate ateneo ) back to nikka’s party… after we danced the “1 2 step”, eat kami agad… there were a lot of foods ( sorry aisa ) hehe! It was so nice kasi there was this super sarap na mangga and it was masarap… and the bagoong was masarap din… after eating, we had this karaoke session… and it was fun.. kaye was the first one to sing… and I was finding this song, tomorrow, but I cant find it… yung “the sun will come down tomorrow”… patty and lang was really in karaoke mode… after the karaoke session, some of them really wanted to drink alcohol… ( I cant mention names ) but this joey was really nakakainis kasi he was following us wherever we go… it was rather irritating… but the bailey’s wasn’t there… so we didn’t get the chance to drink bailey’s… errr… lang went home na at around 8:40 pm and patty went home after 30 minutes… it was fun… I went home na din at around 9:40 pm kasi kaye went home na… nikka’s mom insisted that I should stay but I decided to go home… maebel was left and I don’t know what time she went home… we had fun at nikka’s birthday… thank you nikka and her family! mwah! Boo-yah!

i answered this survey...

2005-03-27T23:20:00.000-08:00

[01] First name: jared
[02] Last name: ibañez
[03] Chinese name: don’t know…
[04] Nickname: ian, jared, jaw, jawed, jaway…
[05] Gender: M
[06] Age: 16
[07] Birthday: January 20, 1989
[08] Height: 5' 8"
[09] Hair color: black
[10] Eye color: dark brown
[11] Race: asian
[12] Do you wear glasses/contacts: nope
[13] Do you have braces: none
[14] Is your hair long or short: short!
[15] Where were you born: Davao
[16] Current location: Davao
[17] Zodiac sign: aquarius
[18] How many languages do u know: 10
[19] Nationality: pinoy ako
[20] Bad Habits: I don’t know…
[23] Tattoos you have: I’m planning to get one on my back…
[24] Tattoos you want: yung sa likod
[25] Today's date: march 28
[26] The time: 2:42 pm
---SCHOOL LIFE---
[43] Are you still in school: yes
[44] Did you drop out: no
[45] Currently in: senior high
[46] Favorite grade: 4 [47] Least fav grade: 3
[48] Favorite teachers: madami…
[49] Least fav teacher: dami...
[50] Favorite subjects: i.t…
[51] Least fav subject: history but i love my teacher in history...
[52] Do you buy lunch or bring it: technically, I buy my own lunch…
[53] Play any sports on the school's team: none… I’m so lazy…
[54] Do you do any co-curricular activitives: yup
[55] Are you popular: nope… I’m just friendly and fc…
[56] Favourite dance: Egyptian dance! The best!
[57] Least fav dance: flamenco haha=) (no offense aisa)
[58] Favorite memories: gimiks and times spent with friends…
[59] Least fav memories: secret…
[60] Most humiliating moment: errr… cant tell you…

the BEACH...

2005-03-20T22:37:00.000-08:00

some pix of mi weekend at isla reta...

I had a nice weekend at isla reta. It was also for free and it was really nice… me, joma, mon, and regine went to the pier and it was really irritating… we didn’t have seats na because it was so full… we were seated outside the boat and it was so freakin hot! I was wearin this shirt and this super hot shorts and I was like I was in a desert or something… it was really hot… but it all paid off when we got there… the water was so nice and the wind was really cold… it was really a paradise… when we got there, we saw gurls wearing bikinis and we knew who they were… they were the second year bi*tchix… (It’s really the name of their group and their name matches their personality… peace!) nwei, they weren’t allowed to get out of the island because they didn’t have money daw… and the management was really irritated by them kasi they were making angal because they didn’t bring their money… but who cares… nwei, when we got there, we changed our clothes immediately and naligo kami agad… it was so nice because the sun was hot yet the water was so cold and super clear…after we took a dip in the water, we ate chicken adobo and it was nice… or baka gutom lang talaga kami… hehe! After eating, we decided to rest muna and we covered joma with sand and we made her a gurl with a big boobs and a penis… it was so weird yet it was fun… after covering joma with sand, I just laid down on the sand and just chill… the weather was so perfect for the beach… after that, I changed my clothes kasi we were gonna make sundo karla and fe sa pier… I was exhausted kasi it was hot and it was a 1 hour ride and it took us 2 hours to get back to the resort… when we got back sa resort, there were plenty of foods kasi it was the birthday of mon’s sister…we were shy pa but we went there nalang kasi we were hungry na… after eating, they took a dip at the beach and they were so noisy… after taking a dip in the beach, they took a bath at the public cr and it was yucky because the water they used was salt water… I took a bath at the cottage of mon’s dad… after taking a bath, we had this gin and lemon ish and joma asked me to mix the 2 liquors but I didn’t know how… so I started to spill the lemon ish and we decided to mix the two liquors in one container… and guess what, our pulutan was this Vienna sausage… haha! And it was SO EXPENSIVE! It cost 40 bucks! But mon explained to me why it was expensive and I did understand why… we went to sleep after drinking 2 glasses of London gin… i wasn’t lasing or anything but i just need to get to the first boat ride the next morning…

I woke up and it was cold… the view was good and the beach was super quiet… I wanted to stay but I had to go na… the friends of mon’s sister went to the boat na rin… It was a paradise and it made me think that why should we go to boracay or palawan just to go to the beach when there are a lot of resorts in the country… thank you mon reta and family for accommodating us in your resort… mwah! Boo-yah!

free party by SMART...

2005-03-17T05:13:00.000-08:00

we partied for free last tuesday for free... i aint jokin... it's really free... but it was quite boring... nwei, aisa, janina, patty, dane, and angela went to the concert of bamboo at the venue... when aisa went out of the car, I was shocked! she really looked good with her curly hair! She looks like Vivian… the gurl in lovers in paris… nwei, was bitin kasi super konte lang ng songs ka kinanta nila... if you paid for the ticket just to see the bamboo concert, I think you’re money was wasted… but if ur like us who didn’t pay for the ticket, It was ok lang… I don’t even like his songs… except for some songs that was really thumping that I cant help but make gaya sa people around me… we were seated at the VIP section because we had this VIP ticket at the concert... it was sooo HOT... literally... i mean there were like 1000 people just standing sa harap namin and it was siksikan... and it was mejo mabaho kasi everyone was sweatin and everythin... but the concert was good... bamboo was all over the place... he was shouting , jumping... he was rather weird... hehe! i saw lady, kit, tin, faye, dothy and her other friends when they were still in the line and they were so gurly... but it was nice... they looked good naman eh... kawawa lang kasi i dont think may seats sila... =( aisa and i had this glow stick and super weird si aisa... hehe! shez always like that naman eh... hehe! We were like putting the glow stick everywhere… even in the underarm of the guy in front of us… it was sooooo funny… and when everyone was shouting, aisa, patty and I shouted like other bands... we even include april boy para mang.-inis lang kay dane… after the concert, patty talked to her tita and her tita treated us sa liquid… it was super nice kasi it was sooo free because addict mobile sponsored for the event... hehe! mejo irritating kasi i saw paolo at liquid... then i texted kat and she was soooo galit... i went to the hospital twice and i even called his bf kasi "daw" hes nasa hospital daw but he was denying that he went to liquid... errr... may god bless his soul... nwei, patty and i went dancin but the music was not good... it was sooo pangit... the dj was the resident dj of voodoo bar... he was playin techno music... and i didnt like it... after we partied sa liquid, we went to pacific harbor and it was sooo malamig... fresh air was all over the place and i kinda liked it kasi it was mausok sa liquid.... patty's mom came and we went to europa bar at the promenade.... and we saw this weird disco and it was freakin me out! it was sooo masagwa... haha! everyone was grindin... oooohhhh... haha! patty's mom treated us... she bought everyone iced tea and barbecue... the food was good.. but nakakalasing ang iced tea because of the bubbles... haha! it was the first gimik i had na i didnt even drink a miligram of liquor... and i was proud of my self... after sa promenade, we went back sa liquid and it was rather boring....so we decided to go home na after and natulog me agad... thanks smart and patty's family for the free party... mwah! boo-yah!

mi serious side...

2005-03-12T05:57:00.000-08:00

I have this weird dream to be a dj… not like those guys in the radio station but dj’s that play in clubs and bar… I love house music and I want to create my own music… I want to be known in the music industry because of my music… in this time where a lot of music makers are struggling because of music piracy and because lot good music makers and artist are in the industry, it’s hard to be noticed… I am a big fan of Alicia keys and beyonce Knowles because their music is so good and they can sing all kinds of music… I wish that someday, I would be known in my own career and that I would enjoy the kind of job I would be in and that I would be proud of my career… I’m going to be a senior next year and I can’t think of a career for my future… I wish that next year, I would find my passion for a certain field of expertise so that when the time comes that I’m getting bored with my job, I wont regret picking the course that I would take in college… boo-yah!

photographer wannabee...

2005-03-11T01:17:00.000-08:00

margaretti...

the talking bunny...

aisa making angal...

vain...

i want to be a photographer and i take pix of mi self... i'm super vain sometimes pero i like taking picture of other people... i posted some pix of my potential models... super photogenic sila... location: 4th floor ateneo de davao high school bldg. i aint a photographer pero post lang me ng pix coz am bored... look at mi cursor... it's so orange and it's so fishy... it matches the template of mi blog... mi friend lady told me na i'm vain daw... i aint vain... boo-yah!

HOT!

2005-03-10T01:46:00.000-08:00

i'm alone in this super freakin internet cafe and its freakin me out! i had a nyc day kanina... i get to hang out with my other friends and my closest friends... its super nice kasi my mom treated me sa pritong manok kanina... errr... what else? mi friend lady told me na shez going to the bamboo concert... its gonna be boring kasi i dont like bamboo... i dont like their songs because im into trance... groovy! boo-yah!
hed kandi!

sooooo freakin tired...

2005-03-09T01:48:00.000-08:00

i look like an angel!

freaky...

kalbo...

mi pic when i had a ''long hair'' pa... freaky!

no comment...

just got home from school and im soooo freakin exhausted... i just got my haircut and i'm kalbo again... i hate this fuckin 2nd year teacher because he shouted at me when patty and i was talkin in the library... the nerve... may god bless his/her fuckin soul... nwei, patty and i lookd dumb when we saw sir lunar at the circle of friends kanina... we laughed so loud and i think sir lunar was pissed off... who cares... boo-yah!

hush...

2005-03-07T00:25:00.001-08:00

3-claver's egyptian dance... thanx aisa...

we had this presentation kanina and we did a great job.. we aint the 15th place anymore... mi friend's baby bro will celebrate his birhtday today... hes still in grade 3.... i'm bored and my seatmate is super noisy.. boo-yah!

everythin's large these days..

2005-03-05T05:51:00.000-08:00

i am feeling happy right now... eventhough my saturday is super boring, i still am happy because i get to hang out with my friends... mi friend treated me at kenny roger's kanina and i was so full... we ordered this large coke and i was freezin at the mall after drinkin that large coke... we saw this very big fan and it was sooooooo huge! if you combined those huge fans, it would be bigger than a house at a squatter area! and i aint jokin! nwei, am super depressed coz my friend got sick and mi other friend wasn't allowed to go to liquid... errr... nwei, we were supposed to practice our egyptian dance kanina pero konte lang dumating... i ended up "cleaning" the school and after "cleaning" the school, i watched the practice of 3-regis and it was soooo good! bye for now... boo-yah!